last semester!!

did u miss meeeeeeee??????

sorry guys..kinda bz lately so i'm not in da mood to do any blogging.. i'm fine..thank u for asking.. cme penat la..kje2..hadap kompite..ngan panas terik kemain skarangg... xyah gne lighter la kalo nk bakar rokok..hahaha

tons of story i wanna tell here.. but i juz couldn't get myself the mood to write.. so i juz write it down here bout those few things i wanna share..sort of like a sneak peak n helps me to remember things i wanna write down later..

here goes :

---> my bloody valentine.. not bloody as u thing..n not so romantic couple stuff as u imagine
---> am i gay..stright or anti-women??? very interesting+controverting topic..

.......................... aaaaaaa!!! actually ad bnyk sbnrnye..tp ak asek dok ingat 2 cite ni je.. pd ak mmg smting yg agak gler laa.. penting utk ak cite dlm ni cz nnt lg 30thn ak mgkn lpe pasal ni..hahaha.. jot down here..wont forget bout it.. kecuali blogspot kne terminate laa..

tu je la kowt.. da kol 3..lg 30min nk grk g mekdi! last day mkn free bradah! smpai nek muak da ak mkn mekdi..hahaha..

bye bye~~

side project

i've made up my mind.. i'm gonna pursue to create a new band.. rejecting 1 or 2 old mmbrs..calling in for new ones to fill in..

i'm not the leader..juz that back in the days..i was the 1 who set things up everything b4 jamming.. so yeah..i'm controling things now..

so if this side project works..i'll be rockin' with some new guys..leave some sissy songs for ex mmbrs..in case they wanna jam..again..

my dreams broke..tq

for now..i'm sort of pissed of by my band.. so i will juz spills things out shortly..and briefly..

so i'd canceled out the call for battle of da band..dis coming 27march..

why???

cz some of my frens..were a douche bag loaded with some bunch of craps.. 'macho' thingy personality.. some jackass who would complains a lot..but speaks out reasons to cover up his ass..

i'd been the vocalist..the drummer..and recently the bassist.. so that the band will keep rockin'..

hey..i'm no pro dude..but its better if u just dance with the music..rather than complaining on the dance floor..suck it up buttercup..

M.P.G suxxx~~~

da la meje kne sabotaj ngan mmbr sndr..palat! kteorg da cop meje tgh2..skali die cakap die 1 group ngan kteorg..die kebas meje ak..kasi meje die kat group ak.. last2 dok blakang skali sblh pintu dapur.. hareeeeeemmmm...

overall ok la..though i was expecting some extra vogue atmosphere.. smue pkai bese2 je..stakat tmbah liplap je..hahahaha..

ak tatau la pe yg ak mkn td..pe yg dieorg serve..sbb xnmpk rpe pe yg ak mkn..tp ak tau 1 nite stand ak dlm blek air petronas..hahaah..

we called ourselves ct n datuk k versi kawan..hahahaha


again..ct n datuk k.. ak pkai mcm tah pape je..


hawaii style with Rohayu(white) n awek panjang(itam)..panjang tu name mmbr ak..ak tatau name btol die n awek die ni..hahaha.


last2 ak rs dlm smue pmpn dlm tu die ni paling cntk..wlpn die skadar waitress..bakal ambk spm..stdy leklok ye dik.... she's like triple a batt..i'm like a or mayb a car batery..

enjoy gak la dinner td..wlpn ssh sbnrnye nk jln ble hamstring sakit..kaco line btol la..nk lompat2 pown xle :((

B.O.T.B

on 27mac2011..time pesta konvo nnt..

my first time ever doing a stage performance..dayuuummmm~~~ slame ni bkn xnk men..xd chance..da 3thn battle of the band xd kat utm..time2 ak nk bla ni br ad.. lucky meee..hahaha

we'll b playing 2 songs.. dun cry by guns n roses.. lg 1 seragam hitam by kristal.. wlpn ak xminat kristal..sumpah ak xminat..tp lagu ni mmg mantap ah..pilihan terbaek utk final year student mcm kteorg.. hahahah..

lagu back up..it's my life by bon jovi.. ok la tu kan?? i'll be playing bass dis time..bole la tu..bole terbakar jari nk men nnt oi..

in case korang xpnh dgr..ak sediakan link utk korang..

dun cry----> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=346buRwtrOU

seragam hitam-----> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4worYOD64g

ok its my life kalo korang tatau..ak mmg xle nk kte pe laa..kekekeke...

so...1 week from now!!!! fighty!


p/s: mak do ok da..lege ati ak..

our memories..

This one break your heart
But I just think it could
Cause I haven't tried as hard as I should
To separate you
From everything I do
But I would never want a come between us two...

I keep your memories which
You won't feel bad about me
I'll say the things that you said
Sometimes a with reminds me

Now I'm thinking back
To what I said before
I hope your heart won't have to heard anymore
Cause its really not that sad, from here
Because the moments I can feel you near
They keep you close to me my dear
And if they ever become to clear

Now you're gone away
Don't long, leave its okay!

But you're gone away

Now you're gone away
Farther than yesterday

But you never leave me
Seems my mind replace

tears of a devil..

ak sedeh sngt arini.. it's about mak..

u know everytime mate kanan ak kelip ak mesti takot..ble mak pown kelip mate kanan die ak lg takot.. blinking our right eyes means smting bad is gonna happen.. and it's true..as always..and always be.. lme da mate kanan ak kelip since 2mgu lps..mak pown sme..tp kteorg tatau pe sbbnye.. i called mak n she said everything's fine but we knew smting will went wrong..

last2 jd gak..arini..

ak g men bola ptg tu..blek2 nmpk ad msg..mak suh call gne no adik ak.. ble dgr sore mak ak tau bnd da jd..ak knl sore mak ble mak epi or sedeh..

mak ckp mak kne pukol ngan abah..pasal MAK SALAH TYPE.. tu je.. fucking typo! mak kne tendang..mak ckp rusuk mak sakit.. mak..haniff mntk maaf xd ngan mak ms tu.. ak tau ble bpk ak pukol mak n kteorg cmne..sbb ak da kne dr kecik lg..since i was 6 so ak hafal game plan die cmne.. tp mak da 50..mak xtahan kne cmtu..

abah..pe yg abah xpuas ati lg?? ko gler ke?? salah type pown nk pukol? bazir sehelai kertan n ink pown dosa besa? derhake? mmg la kalo mak da bnyk gler babi pown la salah type..bazirkan ink n kertas.. ptt ke sepak? xd hati perot ke? ko duet da berjuta abah..ak tau.. recently abah da dpt title Dato'.. so wtf lg yg xcukup? sengkek sngt ke smpai kertas bazir sehelai pown nk trajang org?? kalo cmni la..ak siket pown xpnh bangge ngan abah..

ak tatau adik2 ak kat umah cmne.. right now mak kat subang..umah mak tong.. ak tatau cmne mak bole kuar umah..nek tren g subang.. cz mak xpnh kuar umah..idop mak ngan kteorg je dlm umah ni.. n ak as anak sulung slalu xd kat umah sbb dok asrama..dok u..n ak rs ak xgne lgsg kat mak.. ak tatau pe ak ptt wat.. mak kte mak pinjam hp org call mak tong..

ak xpnh bangge ble org ckp 'saba nep..mak ko kuat' pd ak..korang xrs pe mak rs.. ye mmg mak kuat abes la tahan tendang smue tu..tp mak ttp sakit..n ak tau cmne sakit tu..

ak arap mak ok kat umah mak tong tu.. she's planning on a divorce..23thn mak kne cmtu..mak ckp dr first day die kawen lg.. wtf life cmtu?? mak da 2 kali cerai ngan abah.. i told her what ever u do..i'll follow u..wherever u go..i'll follow u.. no matter what happen..i'll follow u.. n i promise u.. mak xsmpai ati nk mntk cerai sbb pk kan adik2 ak..yg paling kecik br 12 thn.. adik bongsu ak tu wlpn 12thn tp die nmpk mcm drjh 3nye dak je.. different from me when i was 12.. i can live on my own tp adik2 ak xle..

abah xyah la nk kecoh2 kalo mak mntk cerai..abah pown ad bini lg 1..pnh kawen 4 kali..cr la mne2 pmpn nk abah..tu yg abah ckp kan..mne2 pmpn abah bole dpt.. ye la..abah ad duet..n sbb duet tu la pmpn tu dtg kat abah.. ak tatau pe yg Tuhan da susun utk mak n abah.. it's not fair..

i cried tonight..i screamed..i dunno what else to do.. my fingers dysfunction for a moment cz i slammed everything in front of me.. ak sedeh sngt..

ak xle thn nanges ble tgk mak nanges..dgr mak nanges..tu 1 bnd je yg bole wat ak nanges..i wont cry for other things..no i wont.. my tears is only for mak.. it's the same pain i share with her forever..

umur bkn penghalang..

bese dgr org ckp cmtu ble ad pmpn(dlm kes ak ni pmpn la k) 40 ke atas cbe nk nmpk vogue ke..

A: awk~~melaram nmpk~~
B: bese la awak..umur bkn penghalang utk kite nk cntk2~~

A dan B: gelak ngilai2~~hahahaha

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so what happen here.. is i met a 17years old gurl but looks like 20 or mayb 22.. not that she looks old..but she looks matured..smart(intelligent)...and sweet...hahaha

tips from akak die: family used to call her 'Uyah'.. comel gler..hahaha

p/s: see the significance??? she's 17 but had a nickname like a granny..hahaha.. i called my late grandma 'tok yah'.....

for now..i still put my interest in Jolie Molie Hottie~~~ hahaha..

kak neng kawen!!

first of all..congrats to my kazen, neneng cz da kawen.. tambah lg 1 ahli karok la jwbnye..hahaha.. moga kekal smpai abes..insyallah..

i'm juz gonna post a few pics from da event cz..i fucked rite now.. from 12am until now which is 5.33am doing design.. tp da siap! so tu pasal la ak berbelog kejap..hahaha..

chekidout!

so kazen ak yg kawen was dat pmpn dlm poster tu.. yg sblh tu juz posing je..ahahah..


dude tu adik kazen ak yg kawen.. that gurl is his gf~~ hahaha.. ble nk kawen plak? ko next in line dow aboy! ak plek tgk gf die kdg2 cz muke die mcm ko sket2 osya..in certain angle..seyesly!

maaakkkk!!! nmpk comel je..hahaha.. kte abah pkai pagoda putih je???

what's up dress up abah?? cool abes kan.. bpk ak mmg ske dress up stylo..tp bkn ms ak lg la nk dress up cmni.. sblh die tu adik ipar die.. bini adik die..

abah karok sama adiknyee..hahaha..mama win ak pggl..

mama win's lovely daughter..norul ain.. ehem2..mmc cntk pown.. i used to see her Aishwarya Rai.. lebeh kurang kan??? haha

so ain with her friends here.. hmmmmmm~~~

ak xknl sorang pown dieorg ni..sorry kiddos~~

kazen ak yg len..hahaha..

pasan kan bnyk gmbr kazen ak yg pkai bj krim2 tu.. sbb ak ambk gmbr ni dr fb die... aaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! ak xdpt g kenduri kawen tu! demmit.. i got my TECS on weekend which was on the same week of my kazen's wedding.. kuciwi gler ak =( ak bnyk miss program yg dieorg wat..smue sbb ak stuck kat utm ni..

anyway..i'm glad smue jalan ngan lancar.. so skarang.. 2 kazen ak yg da kawen.. spe2 nk volunteer jd kapel yg ketige?? jgn arapkan ak..cz ak super lmbt lg nk kawen..hahaha..

syar call!!

yeay! gler lme xdgr sore ko syar... tssskkkk... really2 miss u.. ym xbole..msg xle..call lg laa.. but u called today.. which is gooooooooooddddd~~~

nsb bek ak sedar syar ko call ak..kalo x rugi ak xdpt dgr sore ko.. sore ko sexy gak..lg2 ble ko ckp plahan2..hahaha.. not like u used to be..talking with super speed..hahaha.. sore ak sexy mnde syar..ni sbb smlm melalak men gitar smbil nyanyi2..mne x nye..

ak nk upload video tu kat blog tp mcm xcool lg la men smlm.. insyallah next time kalo cntk..ak upload k..hehehehe..

amcm 'telor ko'??? AHAHAHAHAHA!!!! tc love..