sehelai rm60 kre mahal kan??

tadaaaa... ni la bj mahal yg ak ckp aritu dl..hahaha.. rm60 sehelai.. mahal x?? kre abes mahal la pd ak.. b4 ni rm60 ni utk 3 4 helainye bj..hahaha.. bj ni khas utk g jamming.. rock!!! men nye xpower pown.. tp org ckp first impression tu pntg..hahaha..

jg bj nye pasal..siap hanger lg.. kalo x ak lipat je..hahaha.. ni belah dpn bj ak.. mmg kalo bpk ak nmpk die kate bj ak burok..hahaha.. mak xkesah..janji ak wat bnd btol..yeay!

ni blakang die.. I GOT WINGS!!!! hahaha.. bole la brangan nk terbang.. always wanted bj yg ak gmbr syap kat blakang.. too bad bj ni xd kaler itam cz ak lg ske ad kepak kat bj kaler itam..nnt cr laa..haha

guitar2 praktis kteorg b4 g jamming..hahaha.. yg kiri skali muse nye..yg tgh check n yg kanan skali ak gne.. tp sbnrnye yg kiri skali tu ex band mate ak nye gitar..yg tgh tu muse nye..yg kanan yg ak gne tu chek nye..hahahaha.. ak xd gitar.. celah mne nk simpan kalo ak bli..

ok2..off to bed.. pip pip~~

what a day..

i guess it aint brisbine je yg banjir.. silap2 jhr ni pown bole banjir.. sehari suntuk ujan arini..lebat plak tu.. kinda cold rite now.. i hate cold surrounding..my mood will change to gloomy shits.. ya..mood swing smting like dat la..

so seharian x wat pe..dok bilek je..nsb bek ad kete so bole la g bli mknn..kalo xkebulor weyh..hahaha.. tgh ari da la xmkn..mlm kalo xmkn gak mmg lemau ah ak jwbnye..

i was thinking bout smting actually..and i'm not happy thinking bout it..hmmmm...

yg bestnye arini..lyn ceramah dr. zakir naik.. my feveret ceramah-man..hahaha.. to christian..he might be a quite annoying cz this dr. zakir naik knows almost everything in Quran..in bible.. so u cant easily game with him.. i like to hear his talks cz he explains everything based on Quran.. from life and death to any scientific matters..

a girl told me her problem today..hahaha.. ak xsure npe ak ske jd tmpt ngadu org.. kte ak ganas..tp brani gak nk ngadu kat ak..hahahah!! here's the problem:

1- ad mamat tu ske die
2- die da ckp kat mamat tu yg die xle jd lbh dr kwn tp mamat tu siyes nk tgu die..
3- mamat tu nye parents ye2 nk mmbr ak ni jd menantu dieorg..

wadehel..trend kawen awal skarang mkin menggile.. dl parents xkasi kawen awal sbb nk kasi stable life.. skarang ye2 nk suh anak kawen awal..pastu jg bini ngan duet biasiswa??? cntk sngt tu..hahah

1- so ak ckp kat die..kalo xske mamat tu..confess kat die..n make sure u hold to ur words.. jgn ttb ble die ngan pmpn len ko mcm 'eh..dl kte ske ak?' tu mmg wadefak nye thoughts la kan..

2- jgn ko nk trime mamat tu sbb die bek la ngan ko..die brubah sbb ko la.. sbb parents die nk ko kawen ngan die la.. all i'm saying is..trime mamat tu kalo HATI KO SNDIRI YG NK..

3- u go on with ur life..let time decide.. kalo ko xd hati kat die..then cntinue life ko..flirt ngan mne2 laki ko nk ke..lpk sesuke ati ko ke.. wat mcm bese.. ye ak tau mmg mcm xkne..tp dr ko nk men2 kan die.. bek xyah.. tp mmbr ak ni bkn jns pmpn yg ske flirt2..sbb tu la die risokan hal ni..

haish2..mcm2 hal skarang.. smue org dok bz nk kawen.. nk cr gf nk wat kawen awal..hahaha.. ak ni lek je cmni snsrg.. slamat je.. of kos i have my 2 adikssss..brisbine n egypt..

hahahaha.. so no sweat dude =)

dear hottie..

did u get every text i send to ur hp??? juz asking..takot mne tau ko xpnh dpt 1 pown msg..xcool la.. mne tau line mxs ak ni giler ke..hahahah..

ak sbnrnye nk tulis smting best mlm ni..tp ttb xd mood plak..so nnt2 la ak tulis..haish..hahaha.. kre ni post utk arini la k?

goodnite to u n everyone..ak da mle barai da..zzZZzZZzZzzz

aussie banjir..

tp ko still tulis smting sweet utk ak..heeee... thanx.. ni kre hadiah ko utk ak la??? cuuunnnn...

ak da geti nk wat link kat post ak..hahahaha.. post ko akan sntiase dlm blog ak..hehehe..

rmbt ko pnjg x syar??? nk tgk!! cpt la on9 bleeeeeekkkkkk...ym la i mean..hahaah..

ak xtido mlm ni sbb bajet nk g bengkel kol 8pg..kalo ak tido cmfrm barai xsedar diri..hahaha..

tc love..

for my 22nd besday..i want to be born again..

less then 24hours early from my real d.o.b.. sj nk post awal2.. sbb cmfrm sok pg ak bgn lmbt..then ptg tros nk grk g shpg kat teberau..mayb smpai mlm n ak rs mcm da penat nk ber blog pastu.. jumaat plak nk praktis jamming cz sabtu nk jam..yeehaaaa!!!

tp arini pown ak da start shopping..hahahaha!!! ak ni mmg xske bli brg..especially bj or suar.. slagi bole pkai..ak pkai je..lgpn ak ni bkn jns pkai brg kasi rosak.. bj2 ak smue da xkurang dr 5thn la.. mayb kaler nmpk kelam tp condition ok je.. heyyy..bj rye ak yg 1 and only maroon tu ak pkai dr f2..until now..n mayb until i die!!! bj tu kalo ak jual blek ngan harge rm200 pown ad org nk bli..sbb kaler maroon die lgsg xbrubah mcm ak mle2 bli dl.. sbb dl ak ske bli bj besa2..so bole pkai lme2..hahaha

so arini shopping bj je da rm110 kowt ak rs..4 helai bj je pown.. 1 bj ni yg mahal..rm60.. shiroi neko nye brand.. mayb xfeymes among org2 yg vogue smue tu cz brand ni design bj rock2 band..rock metal ke.. led zepplin..rolling stones..bob dylan.. some stuffs like dat la.. ak nk upload gmbr tp smpai je blek ak tros bsh bj tu!!! so next time ak upload gmbr k..

enuf with shopping..da mcm pmpn plak ak nk cite pasal bj dlm blog..hahah

there r some other things yg ak nk..ble ak mkin besa ni.. i cant say it here.. put it in a simple sentence.. ak nk life yg tenang..i want my old life back.. dl ms ak kecik2..ak slalu ikot atok ak g masjd..dgr ceramah every week..dok tanye2 pasal ilmu agama..ngaji al-Quran.. back when i was little..

ak xkte ak da totally lpe smue tu..xamalkan smue tu.. ak amalkan..but not as often like i used to do.. kalo dl org tgk ak..tau ak ni dak g msjd smue.. tp skarang org xkn pasan ak cmtu.. ble ak wat smting or open smting je..nnt dieorg mcm 'aik..ko tau ke??' xpown.. 'cmne ko tau?' mcm ak ni tatau pape pasal agama nye org.. ak xslh kan dieorg pown..clearly it was me..

dl sbb ak dikelilingi ngan smue tu..org xkn question ak sbb tau ak 1 golongan ngan dieorg..tp life ak skarang..ak jauh sket dr smue tu..mcm keliling ak da len so org xpasan ak ni cmni..smpai kdg2 ak sndr lpe ak ni cmne yg spttnye..

every night ak dok pk pe yg ak pnh wat..pe yg ak da wat..pe yg ak nk wat.. kdg2 terdetik dlm diri ak.. 'wadefak da jd kat ak skarang ni..'

kalo dl org tgk ak..even first time pown..dieorg ckp ak bek.. tp skarang..only certain je tau ak cmni..the rest akan ckp 'ak pk ko ni gengster ms mle2 knl ko'.. actually..i'm not comfortable with dat.. ak trase gak la tp ble da slalu je org ckp cmtu so ak pown da bese la.. lgpn bkn slh dieorg..dieorg cme ckp pe yg dieorg nmpk.. ak trase bkn sbb dieorg..tp sbb diri ak sndr.. npe org kasi first impression ak cmtu?? what did i do wrong?

all i'm saying is dat..i miss my old life and surroundings.. i wish dat mayb someday..i can be like i used to be..like what i should be.. i wish someone can guide me.. ye ak laki..laki spttnye bg tnjk ajar.. no..i dun buy dat kind of bullshit.. smue org perlukan smone or smting utk guide dieorg..utk motivate dieorg.. n ak xrs malu lgsg kalo smone yg akan guide ak ni lg lemah dr ak..lg kecik dr ak..lgpn pndai dr ak or pape je la..

as long as i'm guided by smone..ak akan make sure yg akan ak guide diri ak supaye ak dpt bantu org yg guide ak tu..sme2 saling support..saling mengingati.. pe yg kehendak agama ak nk..pe yg Allah perintah..

i wish to be born again..back when there's no single sin in my heart..

p/s: ingat nk call mak la sok..rindu kat mak..nk cite kat die yg ak bli bj..hehehehe.. nite smue..
to syarnissa..thanx cz wish ak.. rindu nk chat sama kamoooo =)
to ain..i'm waiting 4 urs..grrrrr.. nk skaft ain!!! skaft!! hahaha

flora n fauna..

THIS AINT ANY KONTROVERSI SHIT NYE POST!! SILE JGN SALAH PHM..NI ADALAH MONOLOG DALAMAN AK...JUZ A RECAP..

this post is like a short diary.. but took soo much time to complete it..


starting : *let say* 1jan 2002
ending : 15jan 2011


i met her ms drjh 6..ms tu ak 6k..die 6i xsilap ak.. ak pown lpe kowt.. it started one day..ak jmpe die tepi pagar skola..ms tu ak jg main gate la pg tu..then minah ni dtg lmbt so kne tahan..bese la kan.. so ak nk catit name die.. so ak mcm...wadehel name ko?! fifilora?! pelek gler.. start tu la ak mle perhatikan die..

time tu ak perhatikan die mksd ak tu ak tgk die sbb name die yg pelek tu..bkn sbb ak ske die.. as time goes on..ak kerap lalu sblh die n die slalu snym kat ak.. ok2..skip the shit!!! first turning point die ms die snym kat ak ms preparation utk hari guru.. i was touched by her smile.. the real turning point ms time kat mcd..

u see..every sabtu ad kelas tambahan la kat skola.. then usually after kelas tambahan rmai2 ronggeng g mcd kat bawah skola tu.. so me n my crew 6k g la mcd aritu.. nk wat cite..time tu mcd ad promote smting la.. if u collect some amount of stickers..u'll get some prize.. so ms tu ak dok rebot2 la nk kutip sticker2 kat meje2 org.. tup tup1 ak ter rebot ngan die ni..

sooooo...pastu mcm bese la.. mntk no..calling..blablabla.. ak mntk kapel..the next thing i knew..consider kapel la..abes cite.. time mude2 dl noob la.. 'ak ske ko...' 'ak pown ske ko...' kre kapel da la tu..hahahahah..

tu la starting ak..my first soulmate..bahahahah!!

pk2 blek..xbnyk bnd yg ak wat ms ngan die.. stakat jmpe borak2 time ronda2.. memandangkan ak timbalan pengawas dl..so ske ati ak la nk round2 mne ak nk.. so ak gne advantage ak ni utk g kat mne minah ni jg la.. but mostly ak cme dok tgk die dr jauh je.. sbb die dl kre tomboy la..batak sket..ak ni pemalu ngan pmpn..

ak pnh kasi gelang kat die.. i still remember it.. gelang kristal kaler biru.. and ad 1 ms ak pnh tlg die pulangkan blek walkman die.. gler cool ak ms tu!! hahaha... syakirin rmpas walkman die ms tu..yela..g skola mne bola bwk smue tu.. walkman tu ak ambk dlm laci meje cikgu ak yg super garang tu..cikgu iazan!! deymmmm~~~

ak pnh jmpe die kat dpn umah die skali kat bus stop dpn umah ain tu.. ak ingat lg ad 2 budak lalu..jeling2 kteorg..pastu die ckp 'ni pakwe ak la'.. ingat blek..tu first n last ak dgr org ckp cmtu kat ak.. ooooooo...ak pnh jmpe die gak dpn bus stop umah ak..die g kedai bata bli kasot utk adik die time tu.. terserempak la..

then after upsr..die pindah.. after certain time..we lost contact.. die tukar no..ak plak ms dl xd hp kowt..hahaha.. smpai 1 ms ms f1..die call ak..time tu ak ngah mandi.. bpk ak jwb call then die ckp ad budak name ^%^&***^^% call ak.. hahaha.. dpt cntct die blek..weehooo!!

first time nk jmpe die luar gombak!!! hahaha..ak ajak die g jmpe kat sg wang.. ms tu sg wang kre feveret port la utk dak skola ni.. kre kalo ko nk g cheras pown la ko still kne gather kat bb dl..ahaha..shit gler! skarang xpndg da la sg wang ni.. ak tgu die kat dpn mcd bb tu.. bole plak die ckp suh jmpe kat time square.. bpk ah!!! ak mne tau nk g ts ms tu nek tren.. jenoh2 tanye org so ak smpai la ts nek monorel.. there she was.. pkai bj purple.. die hulur tgn nk salam tp ak xnk salam die..hahahha!! ms tu la ak dpt gmbr die..die kasi gmbr pasport die..hahaha..

tu la last ak jmpe..dgr sore die n cntct ngan die.. b4 kteorg bla dr time square aritu.. die ad ckp yg die nk g central market.. ad group x puas ati ngan die.. ak xfollow die time tu.. die g ngan dak2 die..ak plak blek umah..

DAT WAS THE END BETWEEN US...

skarang ko da kawen..ad anak lg!! congrats weyh!! sumpah kawen awal ni trend br..ak xle nk follow maaa..hahahah.. thanx kat ain cz suggest fb die.. cme ain je tau yg slame ni ak cr minah ni blek.. bkn nk tuntut pape.. juz nk tgk blek muke die.. sooo.. 15jan 2011.. kte jmpe blek..hahaha..

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if been searching for u since 1 was in f2.. there're other few yg tau ak ngah cr ko.. shaheena and nadwa..klasmates ak.. those r the earliest one who knew ak cr ko..

ak cme nk jmpe blek org yg pnh tukar life ak.. dat's all.. die ajar ak cmne nk jd hardcore..rebel sne sni.. ajar ak cmne nk kuar umah nek beskal g fasa 5 smate2 nk jmpe org yg pntg*ms tu la..haha* da hell..xd la bnyk mne pown..but a part of me today..some tiny little part inside me..was because of her.. thank you..

come to think about it again..after this whole 9years.. cme ko je yg pnh jd gf ak.. the 1 and only till now.. ad je ak flirt sne sni..admire smone else.. but to call them my gf.. NO! blom ad sape2 lg pown yg ak pnh ngaku gf ak.. npe?? sbb ko sorang je yg pnh ngaku ak bf ko...bahahaha!!!

u haven't change a single shit..i meant ur face la..prangai ak x uptodate plak..hahaha.. muke sme mcm yg ak mle2 kenai hang dl..hahah

ok2!!! close the shit..ttp diary ak.. pe yg ak cr slame ni da jmpe.. thanks be to Allah cz bg chance ak jmpe kwn ak ni blek..

after 9years

hahahaha..ni sumpah suprise paling cool la pnh ak rs sejak 22thn idop!!

nothing personal okay..
i juz want it..for fun..haha

so...
pliss gimme another chance to see the one who once change my world =)

cant wait for it laaaaaa..HAHAHAHAHA!!

ur my first idol bradah!

skarang kol 7pg..ak baaarrruuuuu blek men snooker n lpk..haha..dr kol 1pg td.. bkn pe..super frust seyh wat design td..xdpt plak pe yg requirement die nk..haish.. hey hey budak... it's not everyday u would hear me talking about little kiddos.. not every week..aint every year also!! ak da 21thn ni pown..ni first time ak nk ckp pasal budak.. tgk dak ni.. comel kan?? tp xd spe tau die lg 20thn cmne kan?? suprisingly unpredictable the future is.. ak mls nk ungkit pasa hal2 lps..hal2 ms ak kecik ke.. enuf said..bnyk pk bnd2 cmtu pown bkn bole wat hati ak sng.. ak cme nk ckp ak ske tgk gmbr dak ni.. of coz die super comel..hehehee.. ak ske mate die!!! ak ske tgk mate org..tgk mate pmpn..hehee.. tp ak xmksd kan nk tgk 'mate yg lawa' ..there's always another meaning ble ak ckp 'ak ske tgk mate org(pmpn) tp ad smting ble ak tgk gmbr dak ni.. ak rs takot..ak rs sedeh..ak rs epi.. ssh nk describe.. hati ak mcm tersentap ble tgk gmbr dak ni.. rs tenang pown ad.. its kinda cruel kalo ak nk bandingkan die ngan ak.. hmmm..biar la.. die ngan life die.. if he's lucky..then he is lucky..

perhaps it would be safer not to have my own i guess..

WTF AJL25???

cibai ah anugerah juara lagu kali ni!!! juri da amy search..m.nasir.. tp anna rafali yg mng.. crap la uolls!!!

hahaha..make no mistake..ak bkn anti anna rafali..cme ak rs mcm ad xkne je ngan result kali ni.. unpredictable! vokal terbaek hafiz.. show terbaek faizal tahir.. tp anna rafali yg xd pape juare?? gaaaa... lagu da la xpnh dgr!

ak sedeh gler sbb abg faizal tahir gua xmng...tssskkk.. pape pown die stil dpt vokal terbaek.. really admire his voice..soooo sexy..hahaha..

what's up with 2010..hello 2011~~

we'll start with the hot news dl aite..




wlpn event ni time 1jan 2011..tp ak sumbat gak la.. kre ending n opening la utk blog ak..hahaha.. ni time shiro@ syahirah suhaimi kawen kat tmn layang2..kepong.. agak sempoi n chill gak la reception die.. ye la..jiwa mude kan.. pkai pown sempoi..yg dtg pown sempoi..lagu pown sempoi.. LIKE G6 nye lagu pown ad!!! sweettt.. kalo x ak dok dgr lagu sme je..tah spe nyanyi pown ak tatau wlpn da berjuta kali ak dgr.. kalo ak kawen..ak mesti nk sumbat 3 4 lagu avenged sevenfold..br rockk!!

ko tau x syar..ms shiro baling bunge tu..ak dapat tgkp!!!! weeeeeeehhhhooo!!! NEXT IN LINE BABE! tah spe nk masok line ngan ak pown ak tatau la..gler impossible bnd tu..nmpk sngt kepercayaan barat xle pkai..hahahah!!

from left: apek..acap..syubek..syikin..athirah..izzati..hubby shiro..shiro..fara dyba..nabilah..mustaqim..gf azri..azri..

lets see pe jd time 2010 =)

sj je nk tnjk yg rmbt ak pnjg..tp sbb da pkai cekak..nmpk xpnjg da..haish.. ak ske rmbt pnjg..tp xd la pnjg nk mati xterurus tu.. ak pown ad style ak gak weh..hahaha.. pmpn xske laki rmbt pnjg..haaaa.. xdgr ckp majoriti pmpn nye pasal..ni la akibatnye..membujang..haha

yeeehaaaa.. time ni ms formula kl drift bln 12 aritu..hahaha.. ak g ngan acap..sje2 je..da la masok free.. gmbr ni ak tgkp ngan penuh cover line..time smue org dok syok tgkp gmbr model ni dr dpn..ak je g blakang die..hahaha..

hmmmm..time ain blek msia..lyn coklat godiva ngan die.. da janji ngan die 4thn yg lps b4 die fly lg..hahaha.. sedap weyh coklat die.. xsaba nk tgu die blek lg..bole men'coklat' kan diri lg.. wanna try yg ad alcohol?? br high dude..hahaha

hmmm..syar..hottie..aussie..wee wee!! time ni kat umah chek..ms bln 5 time ak praktikal.. blom time nk blek kje lg ak da bla..stret dr subang ke gombak smate2 nk jmpe die..thanx kat chek cz die yg roger ak.. 'nep..osya kat umah ak'.. chek ckp..sore mcm suspicious gler.. mayb sbb slame ni die cme tau ak cite pasal osya tu..osya ni.. tp xpnh jmpe..hahaah.. tp ak rs chek pnh jmpe kowt b4 tu.. gmbr ni feveret wallpaper hp ak..hahaha.. gmbr korang ni mmg ad dlm folder khas dlm hp ak.. name die dudettes..hahaha..

time antar adik ak g UTEM.. universiti teknikal melake.. da brape lme xtgkp gmbr adik bradik?? ak pown lpe da.. kredit kat mak yg tgkp gmbr ni. posing masing2 nk mcm yakuza clan je.. yg nk masok utem tu adik ak yg ngah duduk pkai bj n tudung pink2 tu..hehe



yaaaaa..kredit kat adik ak sbb tgkp gmbr ni..time nk antar adik ak g utem tu la.. notice dat ad pmpn sblh kanan tu tp ak crop gmbr die..tu bini bpk ak lg 1.. still wat muke tebal nk ikot gak antar adik ak.. dude..once a while..family matters so buzz off..

afroman of aeroclear!! time ak praktikal la.. dun be suprise..juz a wig~~ pfffttt..ak xminat la rmbt afro..nmpk gulung2 tu mcm rmbt rosak je.. rmbt afro x nickleback la brader.. time ni br blek kje tros g sunway piramid.. mmbr ak nk tlg cr spek utk awek die yg ni g aussie for 2months vacation.. bpk best laaaa..

wusssuuuuppp~~~ chicks tmpt kje ak.. dieorg dak uia.. hmmm..cun2 n sexy2 gak ea dak uia..nyesal xmasok sne.. ko pown kat uia gak osya kan..sah uia mmg tmpt utk dak hot! the left one's nina..yg pkai suar merah tu asha..feveret icon dak technician tmpt kje ak..siot je.. nk ngayat suh ak yg g..hahahah.. ak lg la noob bab2 ni der..

i miss u rugby..gonna miss u.. ni last ak men rugby dlm life ak..mayb laa.. bajet thn 2009 tu last ak nk men.. ak siap buang boot rugby ak lg kat pdg.. ak tglkan pas game..konon mcm closing ceremony la utk career ak.. skali 2010 men lg.. n mmg last ak men la.. ak bole je nk men utk utm..dl pown ak men smpai dpt offer wakil negeri tp ak xg.. ak lg ske men ngan mmbr2 ak.. 2 emas..3gangse.. not bad gak la.. bajet game 2010 nk dpt perak..nmpk variasi sket..tp xdpt.. injured kat bahu n buku lali time semi..demmit~~

ak ngan drum ak..ceewah! bkn drum ak pown..studio nye la.. kre da masok 2thn la ak men drum..xd power pown..xpower lgsg abes cite.. org kate kalo ak men drum tu..burok2 pown stil nmpk lg la rentak tu.. kalo org dgr pown bole agak lg la lagu pe yg band ak men.. nk blaja men xd duet..blaja dr utube je la..hahaha.. nk ketok pown time kat studio tu la br nk ketok.. neway..ak enjoy..

Aeroboys! ak pkai sebat je name tu..kteorg xd name pown..hahaha.. 2thn men..ad gak la more than 45 lagu kteorg da men.. kdg2 men lagu yg org xkn men time jamming..hahaha.. kings of leon la..amok la..wadehel.. last semester..meaning last jamming la kowt.. kalo kteorg pecah..ak pk ak still nk men lg.. kat gombak..ngan gombak boys ak.. chek..acap n syubek.. tgk rezeki cmne la..



lets go faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrr away back okay..


ak time mudeee.. mude abes la..hahahah.. ak dr kecik da tido atas tikar..sbb tu ak xske tido atas katil yg tgi2 ke.. or katil yg empuk2 tebal2 ke.. ak lg ske tido atas kapet or tilam yg leper je tu..

hye..skarang ko da 22 brader..hahaha

2010 is done.. lets see what 2011 has to offer shall we..