open house turn south

hari ni ak cukup sedeh gler.. tp bese la ak..ak xle nk tnjk ak nye sedeh..

dr pg ak tgk mak smngt masak2 sbb adik bradik die nk dtg umah..beraye la kan..so mak wat la masak2 nk mkn tgh ari.. masak sup tomato..ayam goreng..ikan masin.. mmg sedap.. mak kelam kabot wat air..make sure everything's okay..

dtg la pown adik bradik mak..xd la rmai mne..dlm 15 org kowt cmtu.. gelak2 borak2..mak muke mcm sedeh sbb abah x turun lgsg tgk dieorg.. bpk ak sebok men fb kat atas..

ak ni familiar sngt ngan perangai dieorg smue ni..makcik2 n kazen2 belah mak ni.. dieorg ni liar sket..org kampung..bkn nk kte down standard..juz nk kate yg perwatakan dieorg xdisenangi bpk ak la sng cite.. so kje ak time dieorg dtg tgk2 kan dieorg..jgn bg kotor2 umah..jgn bg dieorg wat bnd2 tah pape ke..

ye laaa..dieorg smue kalo ambk kueh pegang mcm ye x ye je balang kace tu.. pastu ble letak mcm pkai campak je..berlage2 balang kace tu.. pastu slambe badak baring atas sofa.. slambe badak ambk control aircond bkk aircond.. itu yg bpk ak xsuke.. pd bpk ak..dieorg mcm xd self respect.. agak logik gak la pendapat bpk ak.. memandngkan dieorg xrapat ngan bpk ak..sthn skali jmpe tp bole wat sesuke ati kat umah bpk ak mcm kandang..mmg ptt la bpk ak berbulu.. i cant blame him for dat..

so nk dijadikan cite..ad la 1 anak makcik ak ni otak xbtol sket.. ak tgk2 la die sbb ak tau makcik2 ak ni.. ble dieorg gelak2..anak smpai tepi jalan pown dieorg xpasan.. time nk mkn..dieorg rmai2 g kat meje mkn..time tu plak ad 1 budak mcm 1thn cmtu merangkak bwh dieorg.. dieorg lek je elak2 budak tu..bkn nk angkat.. so ak g la angkat budak tu.. time tu la anak makcik ak yg xbtol tu bagi pecah pasu..

muke mak da len..muke adik bradik die smue len sbb dieorg tau perangai bpk ak.. yg dieorg tatau..dieorg pk pas mntk maaf smue settle..dieorg tatau pastu kteorg yg kne.. ambk kau~~mkn smue xlalu.. ape yg mak masak mcm xmkn sngt..

ak sedeh gler dok bygkan mak beriye2 masak..last2 jd cmni..

n then cm bese laa..pas dieorg bla.kteorg kne mrh laa..ak xkesah lgsg pasal kteorg kne mrh..kalo kne pukol pown ak xkesah..

yg ak kesah ialah mak sedeh sbb wat openhouse tp end up sedeh..takot..mkn x abes sbb smue gloomy.. muke mak sepanjang ari pas open house berkerot je dahi.. ak phm..mak sedeh sbb die da la sthn skali je jmpe adik bradik die.. n ble dpt jmpe..cmni jd..

i dun know either to blame my 'no self-respect' aunties and kazens or my dad.. but if i have to choose.. i blame them cz xd pk pasal mak ak even da tau cmne prangai bpk ak..

everything has an end..

i never thought that 1 day our days will end..

i always thought that we can be together..
no matter how far we are..no matter what comes between us..
i always that that we are invincible..

i never thought that 1 day our days will end..

every memories that we lived..tends to fall apart..
every time that we share..tends to tear us apart..
what we had created for so long..falls apart in just a moment..

i never thought that 1 day our days will end..

we were skies..but separated by our own clouds..
as the night falls..the song disappears..
which is sky..which is cloud..??

now i'm pretty sure our days had ended..
i've lost everything..but i dont care..
when i've lost everything..
that's when i can start back everything..


p/s:dedicated to my very first co-pilot (born: 7th Mac 2008 ; died: 13th Sept 2011)

mixing crew kat umah abu!

tgk je la gmbr ye..ak xupload smue..bnyk kowt!












ok2..ak siyes xd mood nk type pape.. penat kje blom ilang.. g umah abu lyn tetamu lg.. fuck hp ak sbb wat hal yg menyebabkan mmbr ak fara dyba rs mcm nk maki ak.. i dun blame her.. it's totally my fault..my hp's fault!

n ak pown xd mood nk tgu esok br nk upload gmbr2 ni.. so tgk2 n phm2 je la ye...

pape pown..mixing crews between crew petrosains n crew kkb under Doraemon's theme seems damn cool n funky~~ hahaha..

raya 2011..mari2!!

sooooo..ak xd nk ckp bnyk kat cni.. lately ak pown jrg gler update blog kan..so nk kerah otak nk pk ape nk tulis tu mmg da mle jd mls gler babiiii..hhhaahah! so ak upload gmbr je la ea..

anyways..rye thn ni ak pkai smue bnd baru!!! finally after 9years pkai suit yg sme je time rye.. sng cite..ni la bj rye kedue ak..muehehehe..

mari tgk sket rye tahun ni cmnee~~

persiapan awal utk rendang n kuah kacang..hahaha

nmpk2~~ hmmm

pas adik2 ak potong2 smue bnd..the rest ak n mak ak yg wat..ak ske tumis2 ni..sronok je..haha

adik ak 2 org..yg akaknye sme tgi ngan adik da..adoiii..haha

it's my job to keep both their smiles..

tadaaa..anak pertama.. salam2~~

ni yg kedue plak..haih..4 more to go~~

lepas 2 ape??? 3 kan?? haaa..

ni la adik ak yg paling haluih skali dlm familly~~ peace xpnh lekang dr tgn..hahah

ni juju..nmpk mcm halus..tp antare yg radikal gak..mcm ak laa..haha

smpai pown yg ke 6.. ptt die pkai bj klabu gak..tp cr2 xd saiz..to bad~~

snap2~~

the gurls~~~

only once a year je family ak jd rapat cmni.. not rapat actually..tp ak xjmpe lg word yg seswai utk fenomena ni..hahaha

the boys.. shit ah ak tatau npe gmbr tu jd cmni..brape bnyk kali upload pown cmni gak..haih~~

slamat ari rye mak n abah..xoxoxo



SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFIRTRI DARI AKU JUGEWWWW~~
spe2 yg knl ak..arap dimaafkan segale kesalahan yg ak pnh wat.. ak da idop 22thn da..cmfrm2 ad wat korang tersinggung ke..mrh ke..emosi ke.. i'm juz a normal human.. =)

bersama bj n sampin n songkok br..ahaks!