why i hate Ramadhan

first thing b4 u read this post.. i aint saying i fucking hate Ramadhan cz xle mkn ke..xle smoke ke.. nor bcoz i hate Ramadhan like 'aaaaaaa..dtg lg~~' no..not like dat.. it's bcoz of the things that happened during Ramadhan..

this is my 22nd Ramadhan in my life..yet i still cant welcome it like every muslim does..

arini mlm 1 Ramadhan..blom pose lg..esok br pose.. how my family greet Ramadhan td?? kteorg smue gado..kne rotan..libas..maki sumpah seranah.. no i dun lie.. ak xnk cite la nape kne bantai..ak xnk cite spe btol spe salah.. juz nk show kat korang..this is why i never like Ramadhan..

kte patah blek ms sket ok.. cmni la Ramadhan ak.. bulan ni la antare bulan yg umah ak akan paling havoc..pg ptg mlm.. dlm bulan la mcm smue bende serbe xkne.. seolah2 smue setan yg dikurung dlm Ramadhan..kne kurung dlm umah ak.. maki hamun..pukol..kne halau.. paling ak xske ble mlm sblm Syawal..still ad gado.. smpai esoknye raye mcm xd pape..xd kuah raye..xpkai bj rye..xd rendang pape.. i still remember..

today is the start of Ramadhan..there's still 30 more days left.. what could possibly happen..

this is the truth.. now u know why i hate Ramadhan..why i never feel happy when it comes.. why i fear it every time it comes..

for all u muslims out there.. sambut la Ramadhan ngan hati yg gembira dan tenang.. harungi la Ramadhan dgn org2 tersyg n cherish each day u live through it.. dun be like me.. mayb 1 day ble ak rs tenang dlm bulan Ramadhan..that will be my first ever Ramadhan in my life..

of fries and faces

juz a thought though.. pnh x korang tgk parents or siblings korang mkn? mkn smting yg dieorg desire so much to eat.. i'm not talking about mkn gah2 mcm steak tu.. (kalo yg dieorg desire to steak..then steak it is).. i'm talking bout fries mekdi..for my little bro..

actually die nk ayam mekdi.. so ak pown redah la mekdi..smpai 3 mekdi ak redah ayam smue da abes.. ak pown blek la umah.. tgk die x tido lg..

aku: npe x tido lg? tgu ayam ke?
adek: a'ah..

i know i'm a demon..bkn org bek2.. but ble smpai kat family ak.. there's a feeling that i cant describe.. for so long i'd been wondering.. ak rs mcm sebak je ble adek ak ckp die xtido sbb tgu ayam tp end up ak xbwk blek ayam.. so ak pown ajak die kuar g mekdi..cr la mne2 mekdi yg kowt2 ad ayam lg ke.. tp end up xd gak.. so die ckp fries pown bole..

ak tgk die dlm kete mkn fries sedap je kunyah2.. trase mcm die epi dpt mkn fries.. tp hati ak mcm nk nanges je.. ak pk kalo ak dpt bli ayam mekdi utk die..cmfrm die lg epi.. ak drive pown x senang..

yess..i am 1 bloody sensitive nye abg..my imaginations for my family are attached to my emotions..


ad skali adik ak Juju ni nk kuar umah..da plan da nk jalan2 ngan kwn die.. need i remind u yg kat umah ni..ak je yg bole kuar umah lpk2.. adek2 ak smue xpnh kuar umah..kuar padang dpn umah ak tu je.. so nk jd cite..bpk ak mcm ad gado ngan parents die tgh aritu tu.. ak pesan kat juju tu jgn kuar umah slagi ak n mak xblek lg sbb kteorg g bank.. so ble ak blek umah je..tgk die da siap2 pkai bj.. pk yg ak nk antar die g stesen lrt.. mak plak ttb ckp yg bek die xyah kuar umah sbb abah ak ngah bising2..

ak tgk adik ak tu ngan da siap2 nk pegi..muke epi je ms bkk gate sbb pk ak da blek so bole antar die.. skali xle kuar umah.. die masok blek.. ak kat hall dgr die nanges dlm blek.. i cried.. i dun know what's the feeling is tp ak rs mcm sebak je ble dgr die nanges.. at some point ble ak rs ak xmampu nk dptkan pe yg adek2 ak nk..ak trase mcm xgne gler..


dear siblings..need u to know that even i look hard on u all..deep down inside i'm crying for u..with u..

missing everybody!

currently listening to: hit me 1 more time by britney~~

aritu ak g karok ngan dak2 ni..mmbr ak pilih lagu ni..sedap plak dgr.. ahaa.. dl bole la ak lyn britney..sexy..lagu pown sedap2.. skarang mcm sakai je.. tp lately mood ak xbtol.. ak dok lyn m2m la..keri hilson laa..tatu laa.. gua da kurang rock sket skarang.. xpe2.. skali skale kan..

sooooooooo..ak da lme xberbelog..da lme xon ym.. lme xmsg.. so skarang ak trase rindu plak kat dieorg..

rindu osyaaaa~~ blog ko da la xd syar..wuwuwuuu.. last ak bc ko ckp ko g syndey.. demm gurl! sronok gler jalan.. ak kat msia ni ari2 wangse walk je.. sne la pekene mamak..sne la karok..sne la snooker n pool.. haih.. pejam mate pown bole smpai mne2 tmpt ak nk..hahaha.. sori syar ak xdpt nk msg ko.. ak xberduet skarang.. ad tp ak spend kat repair kete laa..bnd2 cmtu.. how r u buddy?? hope ur doing fine.. do tc urself aite.. xpe2..ko jalan puas2 kat aussie tu.. ak tau november nnt ko blek msia!! hehe.. moh lpk ngan ak n chek.. xd hal laa..ak dtg umah ko ambk ko..small matter.. ak ad bnyk bnd nk cite kat ko.. tp kte save dl okayy.. kte face to face br sedap..hahaha

second.. helo ain =) amoi sorang ni ak tatau nk rindu ke x..nyahahaha!! sbb die lg sygkan paper2 exm die dr ak.. cepat la blek cni! dgr cite mcm ko nk blek msia.. lai2..aritu ko blek ak mcm bodo je xlpk ngan ko.. huuurrrmmm.. jom kte g mkn beger kambing kat dpn 7E gombak tu..woohoo!!


guys..if u read this.. mari sedekah Al-Fatihah utk nenek fatin.. she died yesterday, 12july 2011..


well..out of topic sket.. i almost kantoi smoke la ngan my mom!!! waaarrrrgggghhh!! juz a recap..ak pnh ngaku kat die yg ak smoke..2 years ago mayb.. n i told her that i promise not to smoke again.. but cmon..if u r a smoker..then u'll know how hard it is to quit.. without any strong reason.. then smlm ak ilang lighter ak.. SHITNESS!! cr2 xjmpe.. ak da pk ni cmfrm dlm suar ak..n cmfrm2 mak ak jmpe laa.. cz lighter tu xd ciri2 lighter bpk ak.. so mmg tau la lighter org len ni.. da mak ak tanye.. 'ko isap rokok ke?' ak jwb je laaa tak isap.. ak story la tu lighter mmbr..tertinggal.. wat2 poyo tanye mle2 'mak ad nmpk lighter x?' haaaaa yessss lps!

so..basically..xd pape interesting pown jd kat ak for the last 2weeks..

life's a bitch!

1 lg Wonders of Gombak lesap

babi nye DBKL.. ko g la sapu Bersih 2.0 tu.. xyah la kaco malis!

adoi..tu la port nk mkn char kuey tiaw n ns lemak yg sedap nk mati time mlm2.. hmmmmmmmmm...xle imagine bnd tu xd da..




nmpk x komen tu?? GOMBAK CLAN DAH MAI~~ mai mana? mai malis laa..

1 julai 2011..tu last ak lpk malis..

5 julai 2011..malis kne ranap..

oh CKT~~~~~

my mom is a gangster

Amboih..bese dgr 'my wife is a gangster' kan.. sbb tu 1 family ak smue gangster2..nyahahaha..

ak upload gmbr je la ye..sbb da penat da ni.. lgpn ak ntah ble nye gmbr ni ambk ak tatau..check2 kamere tgk2 da ad..hahaha



ready...FIGHT!!

standard mne2 fighter..die usha dl opponent die.. 'mcm bole ayam je' katenye sambil wat muke...

opponent da bikin die berbulu..mle la..open move!



tu dia..xd move len..finishing move tros..da kate daa..lawan die ayam je..



dun mess with my mom.. SETTLE!

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selingan sket.. arini kan g kenduri umah pakcik ak.. sket2 la tgkp gmbr ye.. agak bosan gak la sbb smue yg datang org2 besa..xd budak2.. dude ak pown xikot.. ye ah..da name kenduri tahlil..xkn nk happening sngt siap2 karoke smue kan..hahaha


chekidout!

area umah pakcik ak kat setiabakti..damansara.. sumpah nice view!



ni je la ahli keluarge mak ak yg dtg.. kalo dtg smue 40 mau crowded umah tu..hhahaha



no matter how impossible things might be.. i will make it possible..

gaaaaaa..sumpah mkn sedap kat sne! knyg!!!! ad briyani kambing..ayam masak manis..kueh2.. paling extreme..ad durian bradeeeerrr~~~ TERBAEK!

masok tahanan

haaaaa..aritu ak ckp bpk ak xd kat msia utk smgu kan?? da smpai da smgu tu.. hahahaha.. touchdown tomorrow at 6pm klia..

rumusan sket2 la ye..

ak kuar umah anytime ak nk..n blek anytime ak nk..muahahaha.. dlm smgu ni..cme ari kames aritu yg ak xkuar umah lgsg.. ari len..kuar je.. ptg tu kdg2 kuar..tp asal mlm je ak kuar.. wow!!!

kalo die call.. ak ckp kuar ngan faten..xpown ngan chek.. ad gak la kuar ngan chek..tp xkuar ngan faten pown.. she's been really busy lately with her office work.. katenye company dpt tender br..so mmg bnyk paper nk kne settle la.. kinda miss lepaking with her laa.. but what to do~~

mlm ni kre last ak kuar laa.. kol 9mlm kuar..pekene char kuew tiaw malinja sket... br trase CKT yg real! fuck CKT kat nz mcm rs kicap je.. then pekene pool sket..kol 1130 grk g subang men futsal for 2 hours..bangkai penat!! n skarang kol 4.07am, ak br pas mndi..

so pasni..ak da mle masok tahanan blek..masok ISA blek..ahahaha.. no more 24/7 kuar lpk.. bole..tp ad limitation nye.. bese laa..org da bg peluang..kne jg la kan..

gudnite yaw~~ such a great week!