osyayang!

my dearest fren.. syarnissa..

i thought mayb u hv forgotten bout me.. it's been too..i mean tooooo damn long since our last conversation..

did u received every text that i sent to u??
i dun mind if don't bother to reply it.. juz dat it would be a waste if my text never reach u..

all this while..cme blog ko je la tmpt ak nk tau perkembangan ko.. u've change.. the way that u always wanted.. i'm soooo glad n proud of u..remember that!

please take care urself osya.. ak tgu ko blek..kte lpk umah chek lg ok??

byee syarnissa ;)

damn i will remember u LIMA 2011!!

at last..LIMA 2011 da abes.. there's tooooooooooooooooooooooooo damn much to tell..siyesly!! there's too much smpai xtertulis la sng cite.. nk2 lg ak plak under department operation.. xd ms nk hv fun..xd ms nk tgkp2 gmbr..

where i walk..that's where the fun starts and ends!


kesian kan?? tp nk wat cmne.. ak yg first dlm team wat kje..n the last dlm team abes wat kje.. ak da la ngah demam ni..nk susun cite pown ssh.. adoi..

the work~~

mmg xingat dunie~~ damn bnyk seyh kje..b4 event nk kne hadap build up.. nk settlekan furniture..setup..piping..wiring..itu la ini laa.. pendek kate segale2nye laa!! dewan tu ak ckp ko..super besa dude.. dr ujung ke ujung mmg sebatang rokok gak laa.. wa x tipu punyaaa..



ni kat hall B.. nampak ujung pintu sne?? tu hall C.. ini gmbr nmpk kecik laa.. kaki gua melecet bai 3mgu dok langkawi..jalan je kje.. ak rs mau mcm da jalan keliling langkawi da total movement ak tu.. tobat xnk jalan lagi da..hahha

yeah..time build up.. ambak kaw~~


sampai lori pown masok..


JIM- freight forwarder kteorg.. kaw2 punyaaa..


selerak x ingat dunie punye kan??


tadaaaa..da nk siap da..

time exhibition lg la weyyy.. pergh!! pergh!!! ak ibarat mobile yellow pages.. walking counter desk..ape lg ko nk.. mobile info centre! xsilap ak laa.. fon ak 1 ari ad lebeh 30miskol yg ak xberjawab.. bkn xnk jwb bai..kalo ak nk jawab smue call..mmg xtido..xrehat..xmkn la ak jwbnye.. NON-FUCKING-STOP! ak g mkn 5min je..da 3 4 call ak received.. walkie talkie??? xyah cite laa..kejap2 org pggl name ak.. 'anep masok anep' lepas lyn fon..lyn walkie.. face to face x kire lg kan??? hahaaaa.. amcm??? master or management bai.. can u deal with those sorts of chaos??? i tell u.. i am proud of myself because able to handle that kind of task.. for someone like me..22years old dude..managing the biggest Aerospace and Maritime event in Asia!

the show~~


the opening ceremony on the 6th Dec 2011.. i wish u guys were here with me.. i shit u not..it was AWESOME!! fighter jet melilau kat udara.. u cant hear a thing! it was crazy..annoying..but crazy~~ dewan mcm nk pecah! ko byg kan la..org2 dlm gmbr tu kre jauh dr fighter jet tu.. time build up.. ak isap rokok sblh engine fighter jet tu.. bom2 tu sblh ak je time ak smoke..xmcm nk tercampak rokok ak time tu..hahahaha!! freaking awesome man..


this is just 1 fighter jet.. dlm otak ak ad berpuloh2 fighter jet.. problemnye ak xsempat nk tgkp gmbr smue jet2 tu..xd ms beb.. ak da cium..da pegang mcm2 fighter jet..helicopter lg.. gentle punye..tu la kelebihan budak operation.. they feel the excitement first hand..tp xd ms nk tgkp2 gmbr.. wuuuu..


my guys~~~ ni kre volunteer under department ak..that were awesome! ni la buggies nk bwk segale VIP including sultan2 g rayap2 kat tarmac sne.. mne nye sultan ak xjmpe lg??? kedah? johor?? 8 sultan dtg..smue ak da jmpe face to face.. najib? mahathir?? settle.. cme ak mls nk bwk buggy utk dieorg.. cmon laaa..gua da smart2 ngan kot xkn nk bwk buggy..let the guys do the work..let they feel the excitement..


malaysian acrobatic team - KRISAKTI!! ak dpt bnyk invitation beb.. nek krisakti ni..nek fighter jet..tp ak xdpt weh..ak rs RUGI BESAR punye laaa.. siyes rugi..xterkate.. i know u guys out there mesti mcm 'fuck?! ko tolak invitation nek f-18??' yeah..its true..bkn pe beb..kan ak ckp ak under operation..xd ms nk rehat..slagi event lima x abes..slagi tu kje ak xselesai.. ni la 1 1 nye bnd ak rs nyesal xdpt join time lima ni... urrgghhhh~~~

the Smokey Bandits

airbus nye booth..cool~~

the fun~~

YEAAAHHHH!! cmon.. da penat kje..da stress kaw.. it's time to release the devil inside of me man!!! woohoooo!!!

ni kre time event berlangsung la ok?? sbb time event da jalan ni..mlm2 ak free ye..just prepare mentally utk esok nye.. so did i prepared anything for tomorrow??? NOOOOO!!! party beybeh!! g mkn sne2 sni.. eagle rock..elnino..sunba with every damn sponsers and contractors! cmon beb..gua organiser..smue bnd org payung bai.. pergh! ak just enjoy the food and the music..

cocktail dinner at Four Points Hotel..straight until night beybeh.. dancing..music..party..blablabla..

ni la pakaian rasmi kteorg time coctail tu..mcm haram kan ak pkai bj batik?? adoi..nsb bek free..jalan je laaa..

mcm boria kan kteorg??? sux maaann..hahha

1 of my volunteer.. die handle courtesy call room..so die bnyk jmpe la vip2 smue.. tah ape jadah vip ske tinggalkan topi dieorg kat die ni.. ak bajet askar smue ni topi dieorg dieorg jg..ceit.. i was wrong..



again..i was wrong..haha


free food at delegates lounge!! zetty ngan sara..my PA..



my boys~~ siyesly without u guys..i'm fucking doom!! in memory.. budak2 operation LIMA 2011

110 volunteers for LIMA 2011..rock on guys!

the end~~

actually..ad bnyk lg bnd ak nk story.. like i said..there's too many.. n most of them were printed in my head.. i cant take it out.. mayb it's the best to juz stay inside my head..hehehehe.. i shit u not..u wont belive it was me..there in langkawi.. woot woot!!

smart kan gmbr?? nmpk mcm outer world kan??? it's a simbolik actually.. to travel back to my ordinary life.. LIMA 2011 was seriously awesome..to be part of the organizer team.. to be given the chance to handle the largest event in Asia..cmon~~ i'm proud to be me..

ni antare msg2 dak volunteer sms kat ak..somehow ak rs puas ati sbb ak berjaye lead dieorg..

Sara: weh nnt kta gather2 kat kl weh! best keja ngn korg n thank hanip hg bnyk backup km smua.

Amirul : thx bro..ur a good leader..


this is Haniff..siging of from LIMA 2011.. esok ad meeting ngan Mindef plak..hadoiii

the langkawi story

sedar x sedar da 10ari da ak kat langkawi ni.. bkn holiday ye..bekerjaaaa~~ yaaaa..sux dude xyah cite laa..

tp ak ad sket la seronok kerje kat cni..bkn pasal kat langkawi..tp cz ak diberi peluang handle salah 1 event yg paling besa dlm msia..dlm asia! which is the LIMA Langkawi 2011.. organiser..assistant operation HW LIMA.. errrrr..gaji xbesa..jgn tanye..

target ak simple je..mcm mak ak ckp.. g kje..ambk pengalaman kasi gempak resume..lg 1 bole try cocok line kje ngan company2 besa.. yeah..ikot ckp mak..

too bad ak xbwk kamere..yelaa..ak riso nk bwk kamere adik ak tu..bkn compact camere..kamere mcm dslr dude..celah mne ak nk bwk time kje..time exhibition nnt pown blom tentu ak sempat nk snap gmbr.. byg laaa..under Operation Department ad 2 org je..ak n bos ak.. 2 people to built up this whole freakin LIMA!! too bad sbb nnt ak SUIT UP! tsssskkkk..

2 bnd yg ak sedeh..

first is kne tglkan mak kat umah.. ak tau mak x epi anak2 die rmai xd da..tgl 2 org je anak die kat umah.. mak sndr ckp kat ak yg die sedeh ak xd.. lg ngan kes bpk ak lg.. i felt really bad..n sad..

next..to all my peeps out there kat kl..i miss u guys a lot man..

this is Haniff..out~~

open house turn south

hari ni ak cukup sedeh gler.. tp bese la ak..ak xle nk tnjk ak nye sedeh..

dr pg ak tgk mak smngt masak2 sbb adik bradik die nk dtg umah..beraye la kan..so mak wat la masak2 nk mkn tgh ari.. masak sup tomato..ayam goreng..ikan masin.. mmg sedap.. mak kelam kabot wat air..make sure everything's okay..

dtg la pown adik bradik mak..xd la rmai mne..dlm 15 org kowt cmtu.. gelak2 borak2..mak muke mcm sedeh sbb abah x turun lgsg tgk dieorg.. bpk ak sebok men fb kat atas..

ak ni familiar sngt ngan perangai dieorg smue ni..makcik2 n kazen2 belah mak ni.. dieorg ni liar sket..org kampung..bkn nk kte down standard..juz nk kate yg perwatakan dieorg xdisenangi bpk ak la sng cite.. so kje ak time dieorg dtg tgk2 kan dieorg..jgn bg kotor2 umah..jgn bg dieorg wat bnd2 tah pape ke..

ye laaa..dieorg smue kalo ambk kueh pegang mcm ye x ye je balang kace tu.. pastu ble letak mcm pkai campak je..berlage2 balang kace tu.. pastu slambe badak baring atas sofa.. slambe badak ambk control aircond bkk aircond.. itu yg bpk ak xsuke.. pd bpk ak..dieorg mcm xd self respect.. agak logik gak la pendapat bpk ak.. memandngkan dieorg xrapat ngan bpk ak..sthn skali jmpe tp bole wat sesuke ati kat umah bpk ak mcm kandang..mmg ptt la bpk ak berbulu.. i cant blame him for dat..

so nk dijadikan cite..ad la 1 anak makcik ak ni otak xbtol sket.. ak tgk2 la die sbb ak tau makcik2 ak ni.. ble dieorg gelak2..anak smpai tepi jalan pown dieorg xpasan.. time nk mkn..dieorg rmai2 g kat meje mkn..time tu plak ad 1 budak mcm 1thn cmtu merangkak bwh dieorg.. dieorg lek je elak2 budak tu..bkn nk angkat.. so ak g la angkat budak tu.. time tu la anak makcik ak yg xbtol tu bagi pecah pasu..

muke mak da len..muke adik bradik die smue len sbb dieorg tau perangai bpk ak.. yg dieorg tatau..dieorg pk pas mntk maaf smue settle..dieorg tatau pastu kteorg yg kne.. ambk kau~~mkn smue xlalu.. ape yg mak masak mcm xmkn sngt..

ak sedeh gler dok bygkan mak beriye2 masak..last2 jd cmni..

n then cm bese laa..pas dieorg bla.kteorg kne mrh laa..ak xkesah lgsg pasal kteorg kne mrh..kalo kne pukol pown ak xkesah..

yg ak kesah ialah mak sedeh sbb wat openhouse tp end up sedeh..takot..mkn x abes sbb smue gloomy.. muke mak sepanjang ari pas open house berkerot je dahi.. ak phm..mak sedeh sbb die da la sthn skali je jmpe adik bradik die.. n ble dpt jmpe..cmni jd..

i dun know either to blame my 'no self-respect' aunties and kazens or my dad.. but if i have to choose.. i blame them cz xd pk pasal mak ak even da tau cmne prangai bpk ak..

everything has an end..

i never thought that 1 day our days will end..

i always thought that we can be together..
no matter how far we are..no matter what comes between us..
i always that that we are invincible..

i never thought that 1 day our days will end..

every memories that we lived..tends to fall apart..
every time that we share..tends to tear us apart..
what we had created for so long..falls apart in just a moment..

i never thought that 1 day our days will end..

we were skies..but separated by our own clouds..
as the night falls..the song disappears..
which is sky..which is cloud..??

now i'm pretty sure our days had ended..
i've lost everything..but i dont care..
when i've lost everything..
that's when i can start back everything..


p/s:dedicated to my very first co-pilot (born: 7th Mac 2008 ; died: 13th Sept 2011)

mixing crew kat umah abu!

tgk je la gmbr ye..ak xupload smue..bnyk kowt!












ok2..ak siyes xd mood nk type pape.. penat kje blom ilang.. g umah abu lyn tetamu lg.. fuck hp ak sbb wat hal yg menyebabkan mmbr ak fara dyba rs mcm nk maki ak.. i dun blame her.. it's totally my fault..my hp's fault!

n ak pown xd mood nk tgu esok br nk upload gmbr2 ni.. so tgk2 n phm2 je la ye...

pape pown..mixing crews between crew petrosains n crew kkb under Doraemon's theme seems damn cool n funky~~ hahaha..

raya 2011..mari2!!

sooooo..ak xd nk ckp bnyk kat cni.. lately ak pown jrg gler update blog kan..so nk kerah otak nk pk ape nk tulis tu mmg da mle jd mls gler babiiii..hhhaahah! so ak upload gmbr je la ea..

anyways..rye thn ni ak pkai smue bnd baru!!! finally after 9years pkai suit yg sme je time rye.. sng cite..ni la bj rye kedue ak..muehehehe..

mari tgk sket rye tahun ni cmnee~~

persiapan awal utk rendang n kuah kacang..hahaha

nmpk2~~ hmmm

pas adik2 ak potong2 smue bnd..the rest ak n mak ak yg wat..ak ske tumis2 ni..sronok je..haha

adik ak 2 org..yg akaknye sme tgi ngan adik da..adoiii..haha

it's my job to keep both their smiles..

tadaaa..anak pertama.. salam2~~

ni yg kedue plak..haih..4 more to go~~

lepas 2 ape??? 3 kan?? haaa..

ni la adik ak yg paling haluih skali dlm familly~~ peace xpnh lekang dr tgn..hahah

ni juju..nmpk mcm halus..tp antare yg radikal gak..mcm ak laa..haha

smpai pown yg ke 6.. ptt die pkai bj klabu gak..tp cr2 xd saiz..to bad~~

snap2~~

the gurls~~~

only once a year je family ak jd rapat cmni.. not rapat actually..tp ak xjmpe lg word yg seswai utk fenomena ni..hahaha

the boys.. shit ah ak tatau npe gmbr tu jd cmni..brape bnyk kali upload pown cmni gak..haih~~

slamat ari rye mak n abah..xoxoxo



SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFIRTRI DARI AKU JUGEWWWW~~
spe2 yg knl ak..arap dimaafkan segale kesalahan yg ak pnh wat.. ak da idop 22thn da..cmfrm2 ad wat korang tersinggung ke..mrh ke..emosi ke.. i'm juz a normal human.. =)

bersama bj n sampin n songkok br..ahaks!