smtimes i wonder why people can be able to see their future..to predict their future..bkn lg bgs ke cz kte bole ready utk ms akan dtg..kte bole tau kte ke arah mne..btol ke xlife kte.. kte la kte dpt tau life kte crap akan dtg..kte cpt2 brubah.. bkn tu lg sng ke??
cz ak slalu confuse pasal life ak..not juz my future..my past n my present also bothers me... ak rs mcm past ak..present ak..future ak smue ak yg len..ak xpnh sme.. people see me as a normal person..except pmpn je..cz dieorg pk grg nk mampos..wlpn dieorg sbnrnye xpnh ckp ngan ak..hahaha.. as if they can oledi see their future with me.. talking to me means dead end to them..hahahah..
ak takot ngan future ak..still ak takot ngan ms lampau ak..wlpn bnd tu ak xnmpk..wlpn bnd tu da lps.. i'm stuck between time.. smtimes ak xle tgk future ak clearly as i wish..my past are blocking my eyes.. ak takot future ak depends kat past ak.. ak slalu pk life smone depends kat past life die..for smhow it can disturb one's future..mcm ak.. wlpn ak rs ak da bebas dr pe yg ak pnh kne..ak stil sakit ble pk pasal bnd2 lps.. ak rs sakit ble pk how lonely i was..
until i overcome my delusions..i will not welcome my future.. if i'm not lucky enough..i'll juz bring my past to the future..no matter how chaos my life will be.. darn tootin' i'll be ready..
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