monday, 23 sept 2013..
wake up to this morning and found out that she said that she will be engaged soon..
jammed between happy and sad..
i am happy..really..because my best friend is getting engaged..
but i'm also so damn sad because the person i love the most is getting married to someone else..
believe me..i dont know how to react..
knowing her for 15 years.. had feelings for her for 6 years.. it shouldn't happen at the first place.. if this really is how the story goes for us..then i wish that i never met her in the first place.. it hurts a lot for me..
Ain..bkn ak xske yg ko da nk berkahwin.. if it makes you happy..so be it.. tp ni mslh ak sndr..ak yg xle nk lepaskan perasaan ak kat ko.. up until now..
if u ever read this Ain..please forgive me sbb slalu kaco.. please forgive me sbb ak slalu mintak lebeh dr ape yg ko da bg kat ak..
it's time for me to back down..
it's time for me to leave u and let u continue with your life..
ak xkn lpe org yg ak paling sayang, that is u Ain..
this is my decision..
we will meet again..i promise..
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